*AI Summary*
*# STEP 1: ANALYZE AND ADOPT*
*Domain Identification:* Personal Development, Career Strategy, and Existential Psychology.
*Expert Persona:* Senior Life-Cycle Strategist and Human Capital Consultant.
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### STEP 2: SUMMARIZE (STRICT OBJECTIVITY)
*Abstract:*
This presentation, titled "I'm 44, if You're In Your 30s, Watch This…", features Tom Scryleus reflecting on a twenty-year career spent in unfulfilling employment, which he characterizes as "wage slavery." The speaker uses his father’s unfinished construction projects as a metaphor for the risk of dying with unactualized goals. He details the physiological and psychological costs of long-term professional dissatisfaction, including chronic stress and the loss of youthful cognitive sharpness. Scryleus argues that the perceived abundance of time in one's 20s is a tactical error, as aging significantly reduces energy levels and narrows the window for pivot-based risk. He outlines his transition into entrepreneurship and content creation, emphasizing the necessity of self-validation over societal permission to pursue professional autonomy.
*Self-Contained Summary:*
* *0:00 – The Metaphor of Unfinished Dreams:* The speaker recounts visiting his late father’s half-finished construction projects in Poland. This experience serves as the catalyst for realizing that time is a finite resource and that many individuals risk leaving their primary life objectives incomplete due to procrastination.
* *1:19 – Physiological and Cognitive Decline:* Scryleus observes a measurable decline in his "sharpness" and curiosity after two decades of corporate routine. He notes that the cumulative effect of uninspiring work results in a "faded" mental state, which is often difficult to pinpoint until significant time has passed.
* *3:15 – The "Time Trap" of Youth:* He asserts that young people view life as an infinite horizon, leading them to tolerate miserable work conditions for longer than is strategic. He warns that freedom "shrinks" as one acquires mortgages, families, and age-related energy depletion.
* *4:11 – Stress and Somatic Symptoms:* At age 30, the speaker experienced chest pains and high blood pressure directly attributed to the pressure of being dependent on a single income source. He describes being "numb enough to stay" but "uncomfortable enough never to feel satisfied."
* *6:10 – The Development of "Ruthless" Focus:* Scryleus contrasts his current 44-year-old self—characterized by rapid execution and focus—with his younger self, who suffered from "analysis paralysis" and a need for external validation. He suggests that this maturity could have been weaponized in his 20s if he had recognized the scarcity of time sooner.
* *8:24 – Diminishing Options in the 40s:* The speaker highlights that while learning remains possible, the ability to engage in long-form study or high-intensity exploration is physically diminished by mid-life. He notes that at 44, energy must be "planned and scheduled" rather than assumed.
* *11:33 – The "Permission" Barrier:* Despite starting on YouTube in 2007, the speaker did not commit fully until 2020. He identifies a critical moment where his wife gave him "permission" to start a business, revealing a psychological dependency on external approval that delayed his autonomy for years.
* *12:35 – Corporate De-programming:* Scryleus argues that the educational and corporate systems "beat out" innate creativity and entrepreneurial spirit. He advocates for recognizing one's identity as a "creative entrepreneur" before it is suppressed by societal expectations like bank loans and traditional career paths.
* *14:38 – Regret as Operational Fuel:* Aging is presented as an irreversible reality marked by gray hair and slower physical recovery. The speaker concludes that regret should be utilized as fuel for immediate action rather than discarded as a waste of time.
* *16:55 – Final Takeaways for 20s/30s Cohorts:*
* Do not prioritize the stability of a paycheck over mental acuity.
* Avoid the "Christmas party" mentality of doing things solely because they are expected.
* Act today because the physical and mental "do-over" does not exist; the goal is to avoid dying with a "half-finishedish" dream.
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### GROUP OF REVIEWERS
A suitable panel for this topic would be *Behavioral Economists and Mid-Life Transition Coaches.* These experts analyze the intersection of long-term opportunity costs and the psychological barriers to professional pivoting.
*Expert Summary (Senior Behavioral Consultant):*
The subject provides a qualitative analysis of *Time-Utility Trade-offs* and the *Sunk Cost Fallacy* as applied to the standard 40-year career arc. From a strategic perspective, the "wage slavery" described is a failure of human capital optimization. The speaker's report of somatic stress markers (hypertension/chest pains) at the ten-year mark indicates a high level of *Occupational Burnout,* which was mitigated only by diversifying income streams—a classic risk-mitigation strategy.
The core takeaway for individuals in their 30s is the *Narrowing Horizon of Reversibility:* the cost of pivoting increases exponentially as energy reserves deplete and social obligations (mortgages/dependents) mount. The speaker’s shift from seeking "permission" to "ruthless execution" represents a transition from an *External to an Internal Locus of Control,* which is the primary driver of entrepreneurial success. Strategically, the "wasted 20 years" represent an expensive but informative lesson in the *Opportunity Cost of Inaction.*
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@robertwatsonbath
6 hours ago
Thanks Mike. Ooof! - with the level of bodgery going on around 15:48 I think shame would have made me do a board re spin, out of my own pocket if I had to.
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@Muonium1
9 hours ago
The green LED looks different from the others and uses phosphor conversion because of the "green gap" problem where green InGaN emitters suffer efficiency droop at high currents. Phosphide based emitters don't start becoming efficient until around 600nm so also can't be used for high power green emitters. See the paper and plot by Matthias Auf der Maur in his 2015 paper on alloy fluctuations in InGaN as the cause of reduced external quantum efficiency at longer (green) wavelengths.
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@tafsirnahian669
10 hours ago (edited)
Can this be used as an astrophotography camera?
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mikeselectricstuff
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@mikeselectricstuff
6 hours ago
Yes, but may need a shutter to avoid light during readout
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@2010craggy
11 hours ago
Narrowband filters we use in Astronomy (Astrophotography) are sided- they work best passing light in one direction so I guess the arrows on the filter frames indicate which way round to install them in the filter wheel.
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@vitukz
12 hours ago
A mate with Channel @extractions&ire could use it
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@RobertGallop
19 hours ago
That LED module says it can go up to 28 amps!!! 21 amps for 100%. You should see what it does at 20 amps!
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@Prophes0r
19 hours ago
I had an "Oh SHIT!" moment when I realized that the weird trapezoidal shape of that light guide was for keystone correction of the light source.
Very clever.
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@OneBiOzZ
20 hours ago
given the cost of the CCD you think they could have run another PCB for it
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@tekvax01
21 hours ago
$20 thousand dollars per minute of run time!
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@tekvax01
22 hours ago
"We spared no expense!" John Hammond Jurassic Park.
*(that's why this thing costs the same as a 50-seat Greyhound Bus coach!)
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@florianf4257
22 hours ago
The smearing on the image could be due to the fact that you don't use a shutter, so you see brighter stripes under bright areas of the image as you still iluminate these pixels while the sensor data ist shifted out towards the top. I experienced this effect back at university with a LN-Cooled CCD for Spectroscopy. The stripes disapeared as soon as you used the shutter instead of disabling it in the open position (but fokussing at 100ms integration time and continuous readout with a focal plane shutter isn't much fun).
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@mikeselectricstuff
12 hours ago
I didn't think of that, but makes sense
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@douro20
22 hours ago (edited)
The red LED reminds me of one from Roithner Lasertechnik. I have a Symbol 2D scanner which uses two very bright LEDs from that company, one red and one red-orange. The red-orange is behind a lens which focuses it into an extremely narrow beam.
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@RicoElectrico
23 hours ago
PFG is Pulse Flush Gate according to the datasheet.
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@dcallan812
23 hours ago
Very interesting. 2x
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@littleboot_
1 day ago
Cool interesting device
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@dav1dbone
1 day ago
I've stripped large projectors, looks similar, wonder if some of those castings are a magnesium alloy?
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@kevywevvy8833
1 day ago
ironic that some of those Phlatlight modules are used in some of the cheapest disco lights.
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@bill6255
1 day ago
Great vid - gets right into subject in title, its packed with information, wraps up quickly. Should get a YT award! imho
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@JAKOB1977
1 day ago (edited)
The whole sensor module incl. a 5 grand 50mpix sensor for 49 £.. highest bid atm
Though also a limited CCD sensor, but for the right buyer its a steal at these relative low sums.
Architecture Full Frame CCD (Square Pixels)
Total Number of Pixels 8304 (H) × 6220 (V) = 51.6 Mp
Number of Effective Pixels 8208 (H) × 6164 (V) = 50.5 Mp
Number of Active Pixels 8176 (H) × 6132 (V) = 50.1 Mp
Pixel Size 6.0 m (H) × 6.0 m (V)
Active Image Size 49.1 mm (H) × 36.8 mm (V)
61.3 mm (Diagonal),
645 1.1x Optical Format
Aspect Ratio 4:3
Horizontal Outputs 4
Saturation Signal 40.3 ke−
Output Sensitivity 31 V/e−
Quantum Efficiency
KAF−50100−CAA
KAF−50100−AAA
KAF−50100−ABA (with Lens)
22%, 22%, 16% (Peak R, G, B)
25%
62%
Read Noise (f = 18 MHz) 12.5 e−
Dark Signal (T = 60°C) 42 pA/cm2
Dark Current Doubling Temperature 5.7°C
Dynamic Range (f = 18 MHz) 70.2 dB
Estimated Linear Dynamic Range
(f = 18 MHz)
69.3 dB
Charge Transfer Efficiency
Horizontal
Vertical
0.999995
0.999999
Blooming Protection
(4 ms Exposure Time)
800X Saturation Exposure
Maximum Date Rate 18 MHz
Package Ceramic PGA
Cover Glass MAR Coated, 2 Sides or
Clear Glass
Features
• TRUESENSE Transparent Gate Electrode
for High Sensitivity
• Ultra-High Resolution
• Board Dynamic Range
• Low Noise Architecture
• Large Active Imaging Area
Applications
• Digitization
• Mapping/Aerial
• Photography
• Scientific
Thx for the tear down Mike, always a joy
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@martinalooksatthings
1 day ago
15:49 that is some great bodging on of caps, they really didn't want to respin that PCB huh
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@RhythmGamer
1 day ago
Was depressed today and then a new mike video dropped and now I’m genuinely happy to get my tear down fix
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@dine9093
1 day ago (edited)
Did you transfrom into Mr Blobby for a moment there?
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@NickNorton
1 day ago
Thanks Mike. Your videos are always interesting.
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@KeritechElectronics
1 day ago
Heavy optics indeed... Spare no expense, cost no object. Splendid build quality. The CCD is a thing of beauty!
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@YSoreil
1 day ago
The pricing on that sensor is about right, I looked in to these many years ago when they were still in production since it's the only large sensor you could actually buy. Really cool to see one in the wild.
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@snik2pl
1 day ago
That leds look like from led projector
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@vincei4252
1 day ago
TDI = Time Domain Integration ?
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@wolpumba4099
1 day ago (edited)
Maybe the camera should not be illuminated during readout.
From the datasheet of the sensor (Onsemi): saturation 40300 electrons, read noise 12.5 electrons per pixel @ 18MHz (quite bad). quantum efficiency 62% (if it has micro lenses), frame rate 1 Hz. lateral overflow drain to prevent blooming protects against 800x (factor increases linearly with exposure time) saturation exposure (32e6 electrons per pixel at 4ms exposure time), microlens has +/- 20 degree acceptance angle
i guess it would be good for astrophotography
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@txm100
1 day ago (edited)
Babe wake up a new mikeselectricstuff has dropped!
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@vincei4252
1 day ago
That looks like a finger-lakes filter wheel, however, for astronomy they'd never use such a large stepper.
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@MRooodddvvv
1 day ago
yaaaaay ! more overcomplicated optical stuff !
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@NoPegs
1 day ago
He lives!
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Transcript
0:00
so I've stripped all the bits of the
0:01
optical system so basically we've got
0:03
the uh the camera
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itself which is mounted on this uh very
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complex
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adjustment thing which obviously to set
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you the various tilt and uh alignment
0:15
stuff then there's two of these massive
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lenses I've taken one of these apart I
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think there's something like about eight
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or nine Optical elements in here these
0:25
don't seem to do a great deal in terms
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of electr magnification they're obiously
0:28
just about getting the image to where it
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uh where it needs to be just so that
0:33
goes like that then this Optical block I
0:36
originally thought this was made of some
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s crazy heavy material but it's just
0:39
really the sum of all these Optical bits
0:41
are just ridiculously heavy those lenses
0:43
are about 4 kilos each and then there's
0:45
this very heavy very solid um piece that
0:47
goes in the middle and this is so this
0:49
is the filter wheel assembly with a
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hilariously oversized steper
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motor driving this wheel with these very
0:57
large narrow band filters so we've got
1:00
various different shades of uh
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filters there five Al together that
1:06
one's actually just showing up a silver
1:07
that's actually a a red but fairly low
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transmission orangey red blue green
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there's an excess cover on this side so
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the filters can be accessed and changed
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without taking anything else apart even
1:21
this is like ridiculous it's like solid
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aluminium this is just basically a cover
1:25
the actual wavelengths of these are um
1:27
488 525 570 630 and 700 NM not sure what
1:32
the suffix on that perhaps that's the uh
1:34
the width of the spectral line say these
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are very narrow band filters most of
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them are you very little light through
1:41
so it's still very tight narrow band to
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match the um fluoresence of the dies
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they're using in the biochemical process
1:48
and obviously to reject the light that's
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being fired at it from that Illuminator
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box and then there's a there's a second
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one of these lenses then the actual sort
1:55
of samples below that so uh very serious
1:58
amount of very uh chunky heavy Optics
2:01
okay let's take a look at this light
2:02
source made by company Lumen Dynamics
2:04
who are now part of
2:06
excelitas self-contained unit power
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connector USB and this which one of the
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Cable Bundle said was a TTL interface
2:14
USB wasn't used in uh the fluid
2:17
application output here and I think this
2:19
is an input for um light feedback I
2:21
don't if it's regulated or just a measur
2:23
measurement facility and the uh fiber
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assembly
2:29
Square Inlet there and then there's two
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outputs which have uh lens assemblies
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and this small one which goes back into
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that small Port just Loops out of here
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straight back in So on this side we've
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got the electronics which look pretty
2:44
straightforward we've got a bit of power
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supply stuff over here and we've got
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separate drivers for each wavelength now
2:50
interesting this is clearly been very
2:52
specifically made for this application
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you I was half expecting like say some
2:56
generic drivers that could be used for a
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number of different things but actually
3:00
literally specified the exact wavelength
3:02
on the PCB there is provision here for
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385 NM which isn't populated but this is
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clearly been designed very specifically
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so these four drivers look the same but
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then there's two higher power ones for
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575 and
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520 a slightly bigger heat sink on this
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575 section there a p 24 which is
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providing USB interface USB isolator the
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USB interface just presents as a comport
3:26
I did have a quick look but I didn't
3:27
actually get anything sensible um I did
3:29
dump the Pi code out and there's a few
3:31
you a few sort of commands that you
3:32
could see in text but I didn't actually
3:34
manage to get it working properly I
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found some software for related version
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but it didn't seem to want to talk to it
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but um I say that wasn't used for the
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original application it might be quite
3:42
interesting to get try and get the Run
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hours count out of it and the TTL
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interface looks fairly straightforward
3:48
we've got positions for six opto
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isolators but only five five are
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installed so that corresponds with the
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unused thing so I think this hopefully
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should be as simple as just providing a
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ttrl signal for each color to uh enable
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it a big heat sink here which is there I
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think there's like a big S of metal
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plate through the middle of this that
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all the leads are mounted on the other
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side so this is heat sinking it with a
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air flow from a uh just a fan in here
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obviously don't have the air flow
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anywhere near the Optics so conduction
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cool through to this plate that's then
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uh air cooled got some pots which are
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presumably power
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adjustments okay let's take a look at
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the other side which is uh much more
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interesting see we've got some uh very
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uh neatly Twisted cable assemblies there
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a bunch of leads so we've got one here
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475 up here 430 NM 630 575 and 520
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filters and dcro mirrors a quick way to
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see what's white is if we just shine
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some white light through
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here not sure how it is is to see on the
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camera but shining white light we do
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actually get a bit of red a bit of blue
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some yellow here so the obstacle path
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575 it goes sort of here bounces off
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this mirror and goes out the 520 goes
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sort of down here across here and up
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there 630 goes basically straight
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through
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430 goes across there down there along
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there and the 475 goes down here and
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left this is the light sensing thing
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think here there's just a um I think
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there a photo diode or other sensor
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haven't actually taken that off and
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everything's fixed down to this chunk of
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aluminium which acts as the heat
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spreader that then conducts the heat to
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the back side for the heat
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sink and the actual lead packages all
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look fairly similar except for this one
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on the 575 which looks quite a bit more
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substantial big spay
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Terminals and the interface for this
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turned out to be extremely simple it's
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literally a 5V TTL level to enable each
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color doesn't seem to be any tensity
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control but there are some additional
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pins on that connector that weren't used
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in the through time thing so maybe
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there's some extra lines that control
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that I couldn't find any data on this uh
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unit and the um their current product
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range is quite significantly different
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so we've got the uh blue these
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might may well be saturating the camera
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so they might look a bit weird so that's
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the 430
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blue the 575
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yellow uh
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475 light blue
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the uh 520
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green and the uh 630 red now one
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interesting thing I noticed for the
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575 it's actually it's actually using a
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white lead and then filtering it rather
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than using all the other ones are using
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leads which are the fundamental colors
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but uh this is actually doing white and
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it's a combination of this filter and
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the dichroic mirrors that are turning to
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Yellow if we take the filter out and a
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lot of the a lot of the um blue content
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is going this way the red is going
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straight through these two mirrors so
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this is clearly not reflecting much of
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that so we end up with the yellow coming
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out of uh out of there which is a fairly
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light yellow color which you don't
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really see from high intensity leads so
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that's clearly why they've used the
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white to uh do this power consumption of
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the white is pretty high so going up to
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about 2 and 1 half amps on that color
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whereas most of the other colors are
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only drawing half an amp or so at 24
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volts the uh the green is up to about
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1.2 but say this thing is uh much
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brighter and if you actually run all the
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colors at the same time you get a fairly
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reasonable um looking white coming out
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of it and one thing you might just be
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out to notice is there is some sort
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color banding around here that's not
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getting uh everything s completely
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concentric and I think that's where this
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fiber optic thing comes
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in I'll
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get a couple of Fairly accurately shaped
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very sort of uniform color and looking
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at What's um inside here we've basically
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just got this Square Rod so this is
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clearly yeah the lights just bouncing
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off all the all the various sides to um
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get a nice uniform illumination uh this
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back bit looks like it's all potted so
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nothing I really do to get in there I
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think this is fiber so I have come
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across um cables like this which are
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liquid fill but just looking through the
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end of this it's probably a bit hard to
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see it does look like there fiber ends
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going going on there and so there's this
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feedback thing which is just obviously
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compensating for the any light losses
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through here to get an accurate
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representation of uh the light that's
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been launched out of these two
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fibers and you see uh
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these have got this sort of trapezium
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shape light guides again it's like a
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sort of acrylic or glass light guide
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guess projected just to make the right
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rectangular
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shape and look at this Center assembly
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um the light output doesn't uh change
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whether you feed this in or not so it's
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clear not doing any internal Clos Loop
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control obviously there may well be some
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facility for it to do that but it's not
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being used in this
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application and so this output just
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produces a voltage on the uh outle
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connector proportional to the amount of
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light that's present so there's a little
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diffuser in the back there
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and then there's just some kind of uh
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Optical sensor looks like a
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chip looking at the lead it's a very
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small package on the PCB with this lens
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assembly over the top and these look
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like they're actually on a copper
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Metalized PCB for maximum thermal
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performance and yeah it's a very small
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package looks like it's a ceramic
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package and there's a thermister there
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for temperature monitoring this is the
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475 blue one this is the 520 need to
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Green which is uh rather different OB
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it's a much bigger D with lots of bond
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wise but also this looks like it's using
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a phosphor if I shine a blue light at it
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lights up green so this is actually a
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phosphor conversion green lead which
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I've I've come across before they want
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that specific wavelength so they may be
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easier to tune a phosphor than tune the
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um semiconductor material to get the uh
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right right wavelength from the lead
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directly uh red 630 similar size to the
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blue one or does seem to have a uh a
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lens on top of it there is a sort of red
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coloring to
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the die but that doesn't appear to be
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fluorescent as far as I can
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tell and the white one again a little
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bit different sort of much higher
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current
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connectors a makeer name on that
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connector flot light not sure if that's
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the connector or the lead
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itself and obviously with the phosphor
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and I'd imagine that phosphor may well
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be tuned to get the maximum to the uh 5
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cenm and actually this white one looks
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like a St fairly standard product I just
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found it in Mouse made by luminous
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devices in fact actually I think all
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these are based on various luminous
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devices modules and they're you take
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looks like they taking the nearest
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wavelength and then just using these
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filters to clean it up to get a precise
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uh spectral line out of it so quite a
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nice neat and um extreme
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bright light source uh sure I've got any
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particular use for it so I think this
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might end up on
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eBay but uh very pretty to look out and
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without the uh risk of burning your eyes
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out like you do with lasers so I thought
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it would be interesting to try and
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figure out the runtime of this things
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like this we usually keep some sort
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record of runtime cuz leads degrade over
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time I couldn't get any software to work
11:52
through the USB face but then had a
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thought probably going to be writing the
11:55
runtime periodically to the e s prom so
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I just just scope up that and noticed it
12:00
was doing right every 5 minutes so I
12:02
just ran it for a while periodically
12:04
reading the E squ I just held the pick
12:05
in in reset and um put clip over to read
12:07
the square prom and found it was writing
12:10
one location per color every 5 minutes
12:12
so if one color was on it would write
12:14
that location every 5 minutes and just
12:16
increment it by one so after doing a few
12:18
tests with different colors of different
12:19
time periods it looked extremely
12:21
straightforward it's like a four bite
12:22
count for each color looking at the
12:24
original data that was in it all the
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colors apart from Green were reading
12:28
zero and the green was reading four
12:30
indicating a total 20 minutes run time
12:32
ever if it was turned on run for a short
12:34
time then turned off that might not have
12:36
been counted but even so indicates this
12:37
thing wasn't used a great deal the whole
12:40
s process of doing a run can be several
12:42
hours but it'll only be doing probably
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the Imaging at the end of that so you
12:46
wouldn't expect to be running for a long
12:47
time but say a single color for 20
12:50
minutes over its whole lifetime does
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seem a little bit on the low side okay
12:55
let's look at the camera un fortunately
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I managed to not record any sound when I
12:58
did this it's also a couple of months
13:00
ago so there's going to be a few details
13:02
that I've forgotten so I'm just going to
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dub this over the original footage so um
13:07
take the lid off see this massive great
13:10
heat sink so this is a pel cool camera
13:12
we've got this blower fan producing a
13:14
fair amount of air flow through
13:16
it the connector here there's the ccds
13:19
mounted on the board on the
13:24
right this unplugs so we've got a bit of
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power supply stuff on here
13:29
USB interface I think that's the Cyprus
13:32
microcontroller High speeded USB
13:34
interface there's a zyink spon fpga some
13:40
RAM and there's a couple of ATD
13:42
converters can't quite read what those
13:45
those are but anal
13:47
devices um little bit of bodgery around
13:51
here extra decoupling obviously they
13:53
have having some noise issues this is
13:55
around the ram chip quite a lot of extra
13:57
capacitors been added there
13:59
uh there's a couple of amplifiers prior
14:01
to the HD converter buffers or Andor
14:05
amplifiers taking the CCD
14:08
signal um bit more power spy stuff here
14:11
this is probably all to do with
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generating the various CCD bias voltages
14:14
they uh need quite a lot of exotic
14:18
voltages next board down is just a
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shield and an interconnect
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boardly shielding the power supply stuff
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from some the more sensitive an log
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stuff
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and this is the bottom board which is
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just all power supply
14:34
stuff as you can see tons of capacitors
14:37
or Transformer in
14:42
there and this is the CCD which is a uh
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very impressive thing this is a kf50 100
14:50
originally by true sense then codec
14:53
there ON
14:54
Semiconductor it's 50 megapixels uh the
14:58
only price I could find was this one
15:00
5,000 bucks and the architecture you can
15:03
see there actually two separate halves
15:04
which explains the Dual AZ converters
15:06
and two amplifiers it's literally split
15:08
down the middle and duplicated so it's
15:10
outputting two streams in parallel just
15:13
to keep the bandwidth sensible and it's
15:15
got this amazing um diffraction effects
15:18
it's got micro lenses over the pixel so
15:20
there's there's a bit more Optics going
15:22
on than on a normal
15:25
sensor few more bodges on the CCD board
15:28
including this wire which isn't really
15:29
tacked down very well which is a bit uh
15:32
bit of a mess quite a few bits around
15:34
this board where they've uh tacked
15:36
various bits on which is not super
15:38
impressive looks like CCD drivers on the
15:40
left with those 3 ohm um damping
15:43
resistors on the
15:47
output get a few more little bodges
15:50
around here some of
15:52
the and there's this separator the
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silica gel to keep the moisture down but
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there's this separator that actually
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appears to be cut from piece of
15:59
antistatic
16:04
bag and this sort of thermal block on
16:06
top of this stack of three pel Cola
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modules so as with any Stacks they get
16:16
um larger as they go back towards the
16:18
heat sink because each P's got to not
16:20
only take the heat from the previous but
16:21
also the waste heat which is quite
16:27
significant you see a little temperature
16:29
sensor here that copper block which
16:32
makes contact with the back of the
16:37
CCD and this's the back of the
16:40
pelas this then contacts the heat sink
16:44
on the uh rear there a few thermal pads
16:46
as well for some of the other power
16:47
components on this
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PCB okay I've connected this uh camera
16:54
up I found some drivers on the disc that
16:56
seem to work under Windows 7 couldn't
16:58
get to install under Windows 11 though
17:01
um in the absence of any sort of lens or
17:03
being bothered to the proper amount I've
17:04
just put some f over it and put a little
17:06
pin in there to make a pinhole lens and
17:08
software gives a few options I'm not
17:11
entirely sure what all these are there's
17:12
obviously a clock frequency 22 MHz low
17:15
gain and with PFG no idea what that is
17:19
something something game programmable
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Something game perhaps ver exposure
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types I think focus is just like a
17:25
continuous grab until you tell it to
17:27
stop not entirely sure all these options
17:30
are obviously exposure time uh triggers
17:33
there ex external hardware trigger inut
17:35
you just trigger using a um thing on
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screen so the resolution is 8176 by
17:40
6132 and you can actually bin those
17:42
where you combine multiple pixels to get
17:46
increased gain at the expense of lower
17:48
resolution down this is a 10sec exposure
17:51
obviously of the pin hole it's very uh
17:53
intensitive so we just stand still now
17:56
downloading it there's the uh exposure
17:59
so when it's
18:01
um there's a little status thing down
18:03
here so that tells you the um exposure
18:07
[Applause]
18:09
time it's this is just it
18:15
downloading um it is quite I'm seeing
18:18
quite a lot like smearing I think that I
18:20
don't know whether that's just due to
18:21
pixels overloading or something else I
18:24
mean yeah it's not it's not um out of
18:26
the question that there's something not
18:27
totally right about this camera
18:28
certainly was bodge wise on there um I
18:31
don't I'd imagine a camera like this
18:32
it's got a fairly narrow range of
18:34
intensities that it's happy with I'm not
18:36
going to spend a great deal of time on
18:38
this if you're interested in this camera
18:40
maybe for astronomy or something and
18:42
happy to sort of take the risk of it may
18:44
not be uh perfect I'll um I think I'll
18:47
stick this on eBay along with the
18:48
Illuminator I'll put a link down in the
18:50
description to the listing take your
18:52
chances to grab a bargain so for example
18:54
here we see this vertical streaking so
18:56
I'm not sure how normal that is this is
18:58
on fairly bright scene looking out the
19:02
window if I cut the exposure time down
19:04
on that it's now 1 second
19:07
exposure again most of the image
19:09
disappears again this is looks like it's
19:11
possibly over still overloading here go
19:14
that go down to say say quarter a
19:16
second so again I think there might be
19:19
some Auto gain control going on here um
19:21
this is with the PFG option let's try
19:23
turning that off and see what
19:25
happens so I'm not sure this is actually
19:27
more streaking or which just it's
19:29
cranked up the gain all the dis display
19:31
gray scale to show what um you know the
19:33
range of things that it's captured
19:36
there's one of one of 12 things in the
19:38
software there's um you can see of you
19:40
can't seem to read out the temperature
19:42
of the pelta cooler but you can set the
19:44
temperature and if you said it's a
19:46
different temperature you see the power
19:48
consumption jump up running the cooler
19:50
to get the temperature you requested but
19:52
I can't see anything anywhere that tells
19:54
you whether the cool is at the at the
19:56
temperature other than the power
19:57
consumption going down and there's no
19:59
temperature read out
20:03
here and just some yeah this is just
20:05
sort of very basic software I'm sure
20:07
there's like an API for more
20:09
sophisticated
20:10
applications but so if you know anything
20:12
more about these cameras please um stick
20:14
in the
20:15
comments um incidentally when I was
20:18
editing I didn't notice there was a bent
20:19
pin on the um CCD but I did fix that
20:22
before doing these tests and also
20:24
reactivated the um silica gel desicant
20:26
cuz I noticed it was uh I was getting
20:28
bit of condensation on the window but um
20:31
yeah so a couple of uh interesting but
20:34
maybe not particularly uh useful pieces
20:37
of Kit except for someone that's got a
20:38
very specific use so um I'll stick a
20:42
I'll stick these on eBay put a link in
20:44
the description and say hopefully
20:45
someone could actually make some uh good
20:47
use of these things
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**Abstract:**
This video presents Part 2 of a teardown focusing on the optical components of a Fluidigm Polaris biotechnology instrument, specifically the multi-wavelength illuminator and the high-resolution CCD camera.
The Lumen Dynamics illuminator unit is examined in detail, revealing its construction using multiple high-power LEDs (430nm, 475nm, 520nm, 575nm, 630nm) combined via dichroic mirrors and filters. A square fiber optic rod is used to homogenize the light. A notable finding is the use of a phosphor-converted white LED filtered to achieve the 575nm output. The unit features simple TTL activation for each color, conduction cooling, and internal homogenization optics. Analysis of its EEPROM suggests extremely low operational runtime.
The camera module teardown showcases a 50 Megapixel ON Semiconductor KAF-50100 CCD sensor with micro-lenses, cooled by a multi-stage Peltier stack. The control electronics include an FPGA and a USB interface. Significant post-manufacturing modifications ("bodges") are observed on the camera's circuit boards. Basic functional testing using vendor software and a pinhole lens confirms image capture but reveals prominent vertical streaking artifacts, the cause of which remains uncertain (potential overload, readout artifact, or fault).
**Exploring the Fluidigm Polaris: A Detailed Look at its High-End Optics and Camera System**
* **0:00 High-End Optics:** The system utilizes heavy, high-quality lenses and mirrors for precise imaging, weighing around 4 kilos each.
* **0:49 Narrow Band Filters:** A filter wheel with five narrow band filters (488, 525, 570, 630, and 700 nm) ensures accurate fluorescence detection and rejection of excitation light.
* **2:01 Customizable Illumination:** The Lumen Dynamics light source offers five individually controllable LED wavelengths (430, 475, 520, 575, 630 nm) with varying power outputs. The 575nm yellow LED is uniquely achieved using a white LED with filtering.
* **3:45 TTL Control:** The light source is controlled via a simple TTL interface, enabling easy on/off switching for each LED color.
* **12:55 Sophisticated Camera:** The system includes a 50-megapixel Kodak KAI-50100 CCD camera with a Peltier cooling system for reduced noise.
* **14:54 High-Speed Data Transfer:** The camera features dual analog-to-digital converters to manage the high data throughput of the 50-megapixel sensor, which is effectively two 25-megapixel sensors operating in parallel.
* **18:11 Possible Issues:** The video creator noted some potential issues with the camera, including image smearing.
* **18:11 Limited Dynamic Range:** The camera's sensor has a limited dynamic range, making it potentially challenging to capture scenes with a wide range of brightness levels.
* **11:45 Low Runtime:** Internal data suggests the system has seen minimal usage, with only 20 minutes of recorded runtime for the green LED.
* **20:38 Availability on eBay:** Both the illuminator and camera are expected to be listed for sale on eBay.
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Who here also feels like they wasted their 30s or 20s?
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@PumaM90
8 days ago
I'm still in shock that I'm 35 wtf
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@shiptj01
2 weeks ago
I will be 40 this year. Life is too short, but life is also too long when you're miserable.
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@user-ph2jf4ji1j
7 days ago
I was too busy fighting for survival to have the luxury to reflect and think I wasted my 20's and 30's. I survived, so no, I don't feel I wasted my youth. The system tried to kill me and I'm still standing.
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@TomScryleus
2 weeks ago
Half-finished dreams hurt more than…
failures ever will.
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@ayee604
2 weeks ago
15:26, when you are 80 years old, you'll look back at videos and pictures when you're 44, thinking how youthful looking you are and wish you you can go back and live the day you were 44 again!
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@lekakadavid5126
8 days ago
I resigned after this feelings, opened a business people overlooked, I have 20 employees and still growing, just shy of 1 year
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@lufuenmayor
2 days ago
Hey Tom, I don’t know you, but your video genuinely hit me.
I’m about to turn 30, and honestly… from my perspective, you didn’t “waste” 20 years. The fact that you even had the ability to choose your path (even if it wasn’t fulfilling) is already something many people in the world never get.
I also think your dad’s story carries a deeper lesson: when we die, we don’t take the house, the project, or the achievements with us. We all leave things unfinished. That’s part of being human.
So please don’t beat yourself up too hard. The regret you’re feeling sounds more like grief than failure. And the fact that you’re reflecting now means you’re already waking up.
You have a wife, a home, a channel to transmit your experience, a life… that’s not a wasted life. That’s a life worth living.
Wishing you peace, man. Truly.
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@theachieverstoolkit
2 weeks ago
The best time to plant a tree was 20 years ago. The second best time is NOW.
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@Kyanzes
7 days ago (edited)
I wasted most of my 20s and 30s and some of my 40s... Started existing last year, now I'm 48. But, still better than never starting it. And yes: time flies incredibly quickly.
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@TomScryleus
2 weeks ago
You don’t waste your life all at once
you trade it away quietly,
one “reasonable” job
and one postponed dream at a time.
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@janfortuna3002
2 weeks ago (edited)
I am 34 and I wasted my 20s... let us do our best from now on, brothers.
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@chandlerpicot
2 weeks ago
As I grow older I truly understand that saying..."youth
is wasted on the young."
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@TomScryleus
2 weeks ago
You didn’t choose this life.
You blinked.
and 20 years passed…
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@TomScryleus
2 weeks ago
If you’re waiting for permission
to live the life you want,
you’ve already given away
your most valuable asset: time.
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@jtbmetaldesigns
2 weeks ago
Don't despair. I remember being 44 your still young! Count those "wasted" 20 years as learning! Your defining moment that you discovered what does not work for you! How on earth were you supposed to know that when you were 24? Even if someone told you would you have listened.
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@MiaMitten
7 days ago
I'm just impressed that you have sooooo much, clear footage of your much younger self
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@poolnoodle-w8g
12 days ago
I am crying writting this. I cry because I realised that I am 44 years old and I spend the last 25 years of my life on pleasing others. Pleasing my family, pleasing bosses, pleasing my friends. 25 years gone and I am completely on my own. No one to please and no ability to please my self. I simply don't know how to. My default mode is only to be there for others. Where is everyone now???
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@Chud-Tungsten
2 weeks ago
Everyone wasted their 30s... and their 20s. Most people waste their whole lives.
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@tech.audio.journey
2 weeks ago
I am 35 and it feels like my 20s are just starting no really I am at a better place now vs a decade ago
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I'm 44 and wasted 20 years on work
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I wasted 20 years of my life working
0:03
jobs I hated.
0:07
And today I'm going to show you exactly
0:10
what that cost me and how you can avoid
0:13
making the same mistake.
0:16
So let me show you what I mean. About 3
0:20
years ago, I went to Poland for my
0:22
father's funeral and his wife showed me
0:25
something that he had been building.
0:27
Above his house, there was an extra room
0:29
that he built. Half finished. No
0:31
decoration, just bare walls. And next to
0:34
the house, an entire apartment, also
0:37
half finished. The plan was to rent it
0:40
out and to earn passive income,
0:42
financial freedom. Now, unfortunately,
0:45
he died before he completed either one.
0:47
And I stood there looking at these
0:49
unfinished dreams, and I thought, well,
0:53
he loved to build. At least he died
0:56
doing what he loved. But there was also
0:58
another thought that I can't quite
1:00
shake. He should have started this 20
1:03
years earlier. He simply ran out of
1:05
time. And standing there staring at
1:07
these half-finished walls, I realized
1:10
something that made my chest tighten.
1:12
I'm doing the exact same thing. I'm 44
1:15
years old and I might die with my dream
Part 1 - What 20 years of work did to my body and mind
1:19
half finishedish, too. Not because I
1:21
haven't started. might have, but because
1:24
I started so late that I might run out
1:26
of time before I finish what I'm
1:29
building and I look at photos from, you
1:32
know, a decade ago sometimes and I
1:34
barely recognize myself. Not just
1:36
physically, though. Sure, there are some
1:38
differences, but that's not really what
1:40
I'm talking about. There's something in
1:42
the eyes. There's something missing like
1:45
a a sharpness, an an energy, this uh
1:48
curiosity that used to feel well
1:50
endless. And I can't quite pinpoint when
1:54
it left. It certainly wasn't dramatic.
1:57
There was no specific moment I can
1:59
remember. No clear breaking point. I
2:01
think it just faded. You know, routines
2:04
and obligations, but this quiet
2:07
accumulation of years spent doing things
2:09
that I don't know, maybe didn't matter
2:11
as much as I thought they did. By the
2:14
way, if this resonates with you,
2:15
consider subscribing. More videos like
2:17
this are coming. So, let me give you a
2:20
number. 20 years. I started working when
2:23
I was 18. I'm 44 now. That's actually
2:26
more than 20 years of my life. Poof,
2:29
gone. But there are moments when I ask
2:31
myself, what do I actually have to show
2:33
for it? You know, I do have a house, but
2:35
it's technically owned by the bank. I
2:38
have a wonderful wife, a dog. Those
2:40
things matter. I'm not dismissing them,
2:43
but they hardly have anything to do with
2:45
my job. But 20 years of commuting, of
2:49
meetings, of performance reviews, of
2:51
pretending to care about things I didn't
2:54
care about. 20 years of slowly becoming
2:57
someone I didn't recognize. Now, there
3:00
are days when I commute to work and I
3:02
just scream inside. Not out loud,
3:05
obviously, just internally. The entire
3:07
day ahead of me is going to be wasted
3:11
doing work I don't enjoy, work I
3:13
actually hate. and I've been doing this
3:15
for two decades, you know, and it's
3:17
like, how did I let this happen? You
3:20
know, when you're young, the rest of
3:22
your life feels like an eternity. You're
3:25
20, you think you have something like 70
3:27
years left. It feels infinite. So,
3:30
working for a few years, no big deal.
3:32
You have time. But the rest of your
3:35
life, it's a trap. It's not as long as
3:37
you think. And even if it was, things
3:41
change as you age. And I'm not talking
3:43
about just biology. I'm talking about
3:45
your life. Especially if you get
3:47
married, have kids, get a mortgage. Your
3:49
freedom sort of shrinks. Your options
3:52
narrow. Your energy disappears. And when
3:55
you're 20, you can't understand the
3:58
value of time. It's impossible. But when
4:00
you reach 40, you can sort of feel it.
4:03
You don't count years forward anymore.
4:06
You count years remaining. And that sort
4:08
of changes everything. Now, the worst
4:11
part, it isn't even the time that I
4:13
lost. It's what worked to my body. You
4:16
see, when I was 30, 30 years old, I
4:19
started getting chest pains, high blood
4:21
pressure, work stress, the kind of
4:24
pressure that digs into your heart and
4:27
doesn't really let go. And I felt like I
4:29
had been hit by a bus. And the reason
4:32
because work was my only source of
4:34
income. And I couldn't mess it up. I
4:37
couldn't afford to fail. If I did, I
4:39
risk starvation, homelessness. Well,
4:42
that's how it felt in my head anyway.
4:44
But it was the kind of fear that doesn't
4:47
just live in your mind. It moves into
4:49
your body. It sort of takes root and it
4:52
grows and it manifests physically. And I
4:56
never fully recovered. I still carry
4:58
this sort of emotional wound from that
5:01
experience. I'm cautious now. I'm always
5:03
watching myself, making sure I never let
5:06
myself get into that state again. And
5:08
actually starting my side hustle, my
5:10
business, it helped a lot because while
5:13
it technically meant more work, it
5:15
reduced the stress of having one income
5:18
source. So for example, today if they
5:21
fire me, great. I would have more time
5:23
for my business. But back then, I didn't
5:25
have that option. I was trapped and my
5:28
body paid the price. Here's what I find
5:30
cruel about that. I didn't feel
5:33
miserable enough to escape. I wasn't in
5:36
acute pain. I wasn't suffering
5:38
dramatically. I was just numb enough to
5:40
stay. Comfortable enough not to risk
5:43
change. Uncomfortable enough never to
5:45
feel satisfied.
5:48
It sort of felt like the perfect trap
5:51
and the thought that terrifies me more
5:53
than anything, more than death.
5:55
Honestly, it's it's this. What if I
5:57
spend the next 20 years still doing
6:00
this? What if I'm 64, still commuting,
6:03
still screaming aside, still wasting my
6:07
life? That thought keeps me up at night.
Part 2 - The person I could have been if I'd started at 20
6:10
You want to know what's strange? If you
6:12
ask my friends or family today, they
6:14
would probably tell you that I'm sort of
6:16
ruthless. Not in a cruel way, and
6:19
execution. If I decide to write a book,
6:22
a few weeks later, that book gets
6:24
published. If I decide it should become
6:26
a bestseller, I make that happen. When I
6:29
decide to do things, they usually get
6:31
done. People around me notice this. At
6:34
work, at home, in my business, my
6:36
friends ask me for advice when they're
6:38
thinking about starting projects, and I
6:40
tell them exactly what to do. And most
6:42
of the time, they never follow through.
6:44
They overanalyze. They hesitate. They
6:47
wait for the perfect moment. Now, I
6:50
don't ask people for advice about my
6:52
plans anymore. I just do. When I was
6:55
younger, that was different. I needed
6:57
the opinion of others. I needed
6:59
validation, permission. I needed someone
7:01
to tell me I wasn't making a mistake.
7:04
And today, I don't see actions as wins
7:06
or failures. Executing always leads to
7:10
good outcome as long as you learn from
7:12
your mistakes. You know, it's like that
7:14
saying, you fail, you adapt, and you
7:17
overcome. But when you're young, you
7:18
tend to overanalyze your options, which
7:21
means you never get things done. And
7:23
that paralysis, that hesitation cost me
7:27
years. And the reason I'm so ruthless
7:29
today is because I realize life is
7:32
short. Now obviously I've always known
7:35
it like intellectually. But when you
7:37
reach 40, you can sort of feel it. And
7:40
that's the maturity that I wish I had at
7:42
20. And here's what haunts me. The
7:45
person I am now, this ruthless, focused,
7:48
relentless version of myself could have
7:50
existed 20 years ago. You know, all that
7:53
potential, all that energy, all that
7:55
time. I had it when I was 20, but I
7:59
wasted it caring about what people
8:02
thought. I wasted it waiting for
8:04
permission, waiting for the right
8:06
moment, waiting for someone to tell me
8:07
it was okay. And I told myself a lie for
8:10
decades. The same lie I think everyone
8:13
tells themselves. The rest of your life
8:16
is an eternity. You can work for a few
8:18
years. No big deal. You have time. But
8:21
time it doesn't open up, it closes. You
8:24
know, when you're 25, you have no
8:26
obligations. You have no house loans, no
8:29
responsibilities. You're free to go
8:31
wherever you want. You can adapt to
8:33
anything. You can go abroad for a year
8:35
just for the experience. You can read a
8:37
book for hours without anyone needing
8:40
you. You can spend entire days exploring
8:42
new ideas, new skills, new
8:44
possibilities. But when you're in your
8:46
40s, you don't have those options
8:49
anymore because you work, you have
8:51
responsibilities, and your energy is
8:54
depleted by 8:00 p.m. You have to plan
8:57
and schedule your energy because you
8:59
don't have as much as you did when you
9:02
were 25. Personally, I can't read a book
9:05
for hours anymore. I just don't have the
9:07
time or the energy, which isn't to say I
9:10
can't learn new skills today. I can and
9:13
I do regularly. And I think AI is the
9:15
future for example. So I'm fully
9:17
invested in that. But what helps is that
9:20
I have focus now, you know, interest,
9:23
purpose. I don't see AI as a consumer. I
9:27
see it as a business owner. Instead of
9:29
saying, oh, that's cool. I ask, how can
9:32
I use this for my business? And I test
9:34
things on this channel, for example.
9:36
That's the shift. And it could have made
9:38
that shift 20 years ago. And here's the
9:41
second lie people tell themselves when
9:43
they hit 40. Oh, I'm too old for this.
9:46
And that's nonsense. When you reach 40,
9:48
you have maturity, discipline,
9:50
experience. You can make quick decisions
9:52
for yourself. You can prioritize
9:55
ruthlessly. It's not over at 40 or 50 or
9:58
even 60. You just have a different
10:00
perspective, but you don't have
10:02
unlimited time. and the energy you had
10:04
at 20, the ability to stay up all night
10:07
exploring ideas, the mental sharpness,
10:10
it's gone. Like, not completely, but
10:13
diminished. And you can't get that back.
Part 3 - How I finally escaped (and why I started too late)
10:15
So, I remember that I was just a regular
10:18
teen in my 20s. I went to parties, I
10:22
dated, I enjoyed life like there was no
10:25
tomorrow. I had that um teen energy, you
10:28
know, endless, boundless energy that I
10:31
could have used for something practical,
10:33
but being young, you tend to pick the
10:36
easier, more fun options. And relaxing
10:38
on the beach was always the easier
10:40
option compared to starting a business.
10:43
And today, I'm the complete opposite.
10:45
Like, don't get me wrong, I value
10:48
relaxation. I find time for that. But
10:50
it's not the end goal. It's rest. It's
10:53
recovery. And it's the energy you need
10:55
to build momentum in your life. Now, my
10:58
life revolves around my videos now, like
11:01
24/7 from the moment I wake up to the
11:03
moment I close my eyes at night. And by
11:05
the way, that's not hustle culture. I'm
11:07
not saying that. I don't believe in
11:09
hustle culture. I don't work all the
11:11
time, but I always have my priorities in
11:14
mind. I can spend quality time with my
11:17
wife, with my friends, and yet maintain
11:20
this laser sharp focus on what I want in
11:23
life. Now, that focus, it just didn't
11:26
exist when I was 20 because I was sort
11:28
of scattered, unfocused, confused, and I
11:31
was sort of waiting, I think. So, what
11:33
changed? Well, I've been making YouTube
11:35
videos since 2007, just when it
11:39
launched. I was hooked from the
11:40
beginning, but I didn't take it
11:42
seriously until something like 2020.
11:44
That's when I saw the possibilities, the
11:46
potential, and what finally drove my
11:48
dedication to 100%. Well, I started to
11:51
make more and more money from my side
11:54
hustles. And my wife sort of noticed.
11:57
And one day, she just told me, "Start a
12:00
business." And I don't know why, but
12:02
when she said it, it just became so
12:04
clear, so obvious. Like, I had been
12:06
waiting for permission this entire time.
12:09
And she finally gave it to me. And I
12:10
started my business a year ago and I
12:13
think I should have started it at 20. I
12:15
think that's like my advice for
12:17
everyone. Honestly, that's part of the
12:19
reason I wanted to make this video to
12:21
stop you from reaching this conclusion
12:24
late in life because when I started my
12:27
business, something really shifted for
12:29
me. I realized something that sort of
12:31
rewired my entire understanding of
12:34
myself. You see, society turned me into
12:37
a corporate weight slave. But when I
12:39
started making YouTube videos, I
12:41
discovered that I'm actually a creative
12:44
person. And somehow school beat that out
12:47
of me, but not fully because YouTube
12:50
sort of awakened the part of me that I
12:52
thought was dead. And when I started my
12:54
business, I realized that I actually
12:56
have an entrepreneurial spirit. And I
13:00
think honestly that most people are
13:03
probably creative entrepreneurs. They
13:06
just don't know it because society beat
13:08
it out of them. It programs you to
13:10
follow a specific path. Get a job, go to
13:13
the bank, get a house loan is almost
13:16
expected of us. And that's a trap on its
13:18
own. Like if I had known this about
13:21
myself in my 20s, everything would have
13:24
been so different. I certainly wouldn't
13:26
have had chest pains at 30 or student
13:29
loans hanging over me for years, for
13:32
decades, or a house loan that I couldn't
13:35
actually afford but got anyway because
13:38
that's what you're supposed to do. But I
13:40
didn't know because I was waiting, you
13:42
know, always waiting for permission for
13:44
waiting for someone to tell me it's okay
13:46
to be who I actually was. And when my
13:49
friends and family saw me making these
13:51
YouTube videos in the early days, they
13:54
sort of laughed. Like they weren't
13:55
teasing me, but they sort of looked at
13:57
it as a fun hobby. They didn't see it as
14:00
a passion. And the worst part, it
14:01
affected me. That's kind of a human
14:03
thing, isn't it? We want to be
14:05
recognized and validated by others. But
14:07
today, I have a very, very different
14:10
outlook. I just don't care. There are
14:12
some YouTubers, especially younger ones,
14:14
who are afraid to say that they're
14:16
YouTubers. They're embarrassed. They're
14:17
worried about how people will react. I'm
14:20
not. I'm a YouTuber. I'm proud of that
14:24
passion. I say no to Christmas party at
14:26
work now because that is a waste of
14:28
time. I used to go because it was
14:30
expected of me. Today, I don't care
14:33
what's expected of me. It's my life and
14:35
I'm running out of time to live the way
conclusion: what aging taught me about wasted time
14:38
I want. Some people say thinking about
14:41
your regrets is a waste of time. And I
14:44
don't think you can avoid it. Regret is
14:46
a real thing. But you can flip it. You
14:49
can use regret as fuel to not make the
14:51
same mistake again. And I do today. Like
14:55
I said, I'm ruthless about that. But
14:57
here's the uncomfortable truth I have to
15:00
admit to myself. I have gray hairs now.
15:03
I have wrinkles. My body isn't as strong
15:06
as it used to be. It bruises more
15:08
easily. It takes longer to recover from
15:10
injuries. That's just reality. And you
15:13
don't know this when you are in your
15:15
20s. You think your body will start to
15:17
wither when you're in your 60s or 70s.
15:20
It's just not true. It starts earlier
15:22
than you think. So when I look at my
15:24
reflection in the mirror, my first
15:26
thought is, who is that old geyser
15:28
looking at me? But then I think, you
15:31
know what? It's now or never. I don't
15:33
know how my mind and body will behave 10
15:37
years from now. Now, some would say
15:39
regret is pointless, but I don't think
15:41
so. Regret is part of the journey that
15:44
led me to where I am today and it's a
15:47
great place. I have conviction,
15:50
strength, relentless focus on what I
15:53
want. Do I wish I had it earlier? Sure.
15:55
But maybe, just maybe, it wasn't
15:58
possible without all that regret. Now,
16:00
to quote one of my favorite movies of
16:03
all time, Vanilla Sky, the sweet ain't
16:06
as sweet without the bitter. And I think
16:09
about my father's house in Poland
16:10
sometimes. those half-finish rooms, that
16:13
unfinished apartment. He loved to build
16:15
like me, like him. I'm building
16:18
something. And maybe it will only be
16:21
half finishedish when I die. But as
16:23
cliche as it sounds, life is about the
16:26
journey, not the destination. Yeah, it's
16:28
corny, but it's the truth. And I'm just
16:30
getting started. But I lost 20 years,
16:33
and I can't get them back. I can't
16:35
recover the mental sharpness I traded
16:37
for the stability of a paycheck. I can't
16:40
undo the decade I spent waiting instead
16:44
of building. But maybe someone watching
16:46
this can avoid that. If you are in your
16:48
20s or 30s watching this, don't do what
16:52
I did. Don't spend two decades screaming
16:55
inside on your way to work. Don't wait
16:58
for permission and don't care what
17:00
people think because that's the main
17:02
thing that's holding you back. If you
17:04
just did what you wanted to do without
17:07
thinking of other people's opinions,
17:10
you'd go so far. You don't want to go to
17:12
college, don't. You don't want to work
17:14
in a corporate soul crushing job, don't.
17:17
Because if you do it anyway, if you
17:19
followed the path society laid out for
17:22
you instead of the one that you want,
17:24
you'll regret wasting your life in your
17:26
40s. Believe me, I know now. Most people
17:30
won't change anything after watching
17:32
this, but maybe you will. And maybe
17:35
you'll start today, not tomorrow, not
17:37
next year, not when things are perfect.
17:40
Today, because one day you will look in
17:44
the mirror and you will see an old
17:46
geyser staring back, gray hairs,
17:48
wrinkles, a body that bruises easier
17:52
than it used to, and you'll ask
17:53
yourself, "What do I have to show for
17:55
it?" Well, don't let the answer be
17:57
regret. Don't die with your dream half
18:00
finishedish. You don't get a second
18:02
life. You don't get a doover. So, don't
18:06
spend the first one waiting for
18:08
permission to live it.
18:12
As always, thank you for listening. Do
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18:20
Until next time, stay hungry,
18:23
relentless, and strong in your journey
18:25
of escaping weight slavery. Bye.